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Saturday, October 23, 2004

*yawn... now very late le... 12:20 am... still not sleeping... watching tv... juz now went to amk to eat... with my family... then come back... gotta talk bout yesterday ... quite a fun day...

21 Oct ...
wah ... this few days keep on going to opposite sch to eat chicken drumstick with fried rice... haha... later turn fat again ... scared get bird flu... haha... choy ! wont la... then after that i and rui peng went to p.l to train ... then the coach see me... keep asking me bout coach tan ... haha... then training ... keep calling me to run ... haha... tired seh ... today was my 1st day !! 1st time then do so much things liao ... at 1st is run 20 rounds basketball court ... -_-" then chase the ball to lay up ... haha... then ... play match ... i was placed in starter 5 !! wow hooo !! haha... scored quite alot... the coach put me in as shooting guard cum point guard... then we won ... haha... after that play with the upper sec team ... kena trashed like siao ... but not 0 la... haha... at least i scored some ... hehehe... then after that , dismissed... then coach say call me come along on monday and saturday also ... to train with the sec 2s... means i have to go on monday , tuesday , thursday and saturday !!! gotta faint sia... haha... but for the sake of bball... i'll do it ! haha... tomorrow have to go liao ... haha...

22 Oct ...
today so damn shiok !!! 9:20am dismissed !!! wow !!! so early lor... then i never eat chicken drumstick rice... later really get bird flu ... hahaha... then we went to our secret place to play... hahaha.... then have to go back to school for volleyball... so tiring lor... then we play against the sec 2s ... we lost !!! 0_0 ... only after the sec 2 girls came !!! zheng yan ... that flirt... who acted in front of the girls... and do all sort of craps... to attract the girls' attention ... fucker !! make us do push-ups... and then crap what leg pain or all other lame excuses... then i asked coach to change to adrian... although his leg was injured... and we won !!! this proved that we lost because of that flirt... that disgusting flirt... hope he isnt in our team... waste all our efforts... the guy who made us train for nothing ... lame ... yawn ... have to bear with it... because he is the only setter... ( kinda like point guard ) haiz... how i hope adrian will be fine ... so we will win the mini-cup this time !!! and we are getting our jerseys soon ... wowww !! number 11... again like bball ... haha...

ok ... this time ... there will not be anything bout relationship... because ... i dont wanna say anything bout this... because everything is so obvious ... and i am confused bout something ... haha... i think only kellie knows bout it ... hope she didnt let anything out of her mouth ... haha... i shall juz live as what i am now... because ... she has her happiness... and that wasnt me that she wanted... so ... i juz live by myself !! and now , i have bball and vball !!! but dont know if my life is counted as completed... because i dont know if vball can replace her ... but ... maybe ... someone can replace her ... i dont know when that person will appear... haha... i shall juz forget bout everything... gotta stop here le... bye bye !!! go and sleep le la... cant believe that i used around 20 mins to write all this craps that no one will read ... hahahahaha....

11 - P.L ......... wooooshhhhhh !!!!


x jiahong was alive and kickin on 12:39 AM x





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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

well... today not bad la... went to sch... 8:35am can go home liao ... hahaha... then went to eat ... then play with rp, cy and ying wei... haha... trash them 1 on 1... but lose them when triple threat or fatal 4 way... all gang up on me ... haha... play till 1+pm... then went home ... use com ... tomorrow is going to be a fun day.. nothing to do... but we have pe !!! wow-ho !!!

well ... i am gotta say this ... i will be waiting... and will always be there for u... since now , u took the path ... that is being with him ... and u had went very far away ... but i will be waiting at the beginning ... if u ever reached a dead end , do not stay there ... do turn back ... and walk back to the beginning ... i will be there... waiting for u ... and we will take another path... together ... and i will bring u to a place ... that has no dead end ... and have lots of freedom in it ...

11 - i hope i will be giving a chance...



x jiahong was alive and kickin on 6:44 AM x





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Saturday, October 09, 2004

wah ... so long never use com ... finally back... well... this week is filled with exams ... so sian ... i think i am doing quite well la... not really good ... have to wait till result come out lor... still have to study for chinese ... so sian ... teacher also never teach properly... how to pass with flying colours ? nvm la... dont rely on others ... if not in the end , the one gets hurt all over is urself...

start with today ... wake up ... then buy foods , then watch tv ... sian la... went to heartland mall ... walk walk walk ... then come back ... come online ... tomorrow then study for chinese ...

well... i will never become the same old person like i did... because everything that belonged to me isnt mine anymore ... and will never be mine ... this few days ... i have been thinking of it ... and i have realised something and i have wrote a poem bout me ... and it represents what i want to say and how i felt ...

You said you love me
And want to be with me
I said i love u
And i will wait for u

I hope we will be
As we were meant to be
But you went to him
And left me here to see

Your voice melts my heart
Your smile makes me faint
But seeing you and him
Make me felt in pain

You told me
You will be there for me
I once believed
But not twice
Lies come out from your eyes
Fly right under my eyes

My heart was filled with hopes
That were caught with your ropes
But once the ropes break
All the hopes were fake


x jiahong was alive and kickin on 7:21 PM x





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Friday, September 24, 2004

it doesnt matters anymore ... i dont want anything now ... only friends and bball... i have made up my mind ... if my father want me to go taiwan , i will go ... if i stay here , i will transfer school ... to a school that can improve my basketball skills... i rather have nothing than have a broken heart... when it shattered into pieces... no one clear up the mess... i have to ... and i dont know how to... so ... i will juz leave it aside... and never bother bout it... because it doesnt matters anymore ... now there will be nothing on this blog about love or whatsoever... it will juz be a normal blog that talks bout how i spend my life... i'll juz be myself ... a simple sec 1 guy ... and i will stay as far away as i could from love ... because it will bring me nothing but a broken heart... well ... friends are great ... gotta say this... jeryl, u are really a great friend ... thanx... for everything u did ...

bball is my best friend...

[[ shattered heart ]] -- i will clear up the mess...


x jiahong was alive and kickin on 10:42 PM x





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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

i think i am gotta close this blog ... i dont want anyone to be bothered or disturbed with my feelings... because i am self-centered... i think i am gotta be a normal guy... no blog for me... i am gotta be a guy who is studying in secondary ... everyday study and study ...

i am self-centered... dont bother bout me ... i think i am gotta keep everything to myself from now onwards... no more interfering others life... i am making their life miserable... i should juz be myself ... independent ... never gotta share anything ... juz do everything by myself... dont bother bout me le... and continue ur life...


x jiahong was alive and kickin on 7:06 PM x





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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

*yawn* nowadays so sian... dont feel like updating ... but decided to update today... because i am having a mixed up feeling ba... who cares... juz having a weird feeling ... is it gotta happen again? i hope so ... and i will never let go this time... haiz... my hope is always dashed with words written by u... nvm ... i'll wait for u...

today was not a good day... it was so damn boring in class... feeling bored in class everyday ... thinking of u every night ... hey... this is not today's topic ... change back... studying ... studying ... then tomorrow have history test... i didnt bring back the books !! ahhh ... nvm ... forget it... i am gotta fail anyway ... still having history remedial... after sch tomorrow ... sian...

i ... really dont know what to say or do ... but ... u know what i mean ... u know what i want ... now i am having this weird mixed-up feeling ... i dont like this feeling ... but today was a memory... i try to do it... but i dont have the courage... hope i'll do it next time... but may not have a next time... who knows... fine ... gotta stop here... gotta leave this feeling with me... hope u will help me ... remove it from me... and give me the feeling i had last time...

i'll wait for u ... i miz u ...


x jiahong was alive and kickin on 10:52 PM x





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Tuesday, September 07, 2004

what the fuck is my life becoming... i dont know ... my family sux ... my life sux ... maybe i should go to taiwan ... start my life anew... maybe my basketball will improve at there ... and my life will be better there ... stay here ... my life sux totally... my mother is so fucked up ... stupid mother ... dont understand any of my siblings ... and me ... dont know what she want ... i now wished that i can go taiwan end of this year ba ... so i not going to be sad from now on ... i am going to be cheerful and happy everyday ... no matter what happened... nothing is worth my stay now ... i had decided ... unless now is my mother dont allow ... although i will miss my friends... i cant tahan my mother anymore ... i wanna go taiwan le... sorry if u miss me, but dont think anyone will miss la... who cares... i gotta be cheerful now ... i now wanna be a normal guy ... wait for my future ... =)


x jiahong was alive and kickin on 12:41 AM x





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